What’d I say?
I’ve said a lot of stupid things in my life. Hurtful things, vicious things, things that were untrue. I’ve said things I regret, things that still haunt me in the middle of the night when I can’t sleep and I think back to the moment when I said them. I’ve said things in anger that I haven’t meant and I’ve said things very calmly that I have, but shouldn’t have said anyway. I’ve said things in bad faith and I’ve said things that I thought were completely true only to find later — sometimes years later — that I was not coming from the place of sincerity I believed myself to be at the time. I’ve said things in ignorance and I’ve said things in arrogance. I’ve said things for which there can be no apology, even now. But the worst thing I’ve ever said was, “I can’t wait until this election is over, everything will be better after that.” What a fucking idiot. Please don’t ever listen to me about anything ever again.
Except music! I’m still pretty good on music. Here’s something from T.Raumschmiere’s Heimat, which is out today and is very good. You can take my word on that. Enjoy.