I love this story. Not feeling so alone now. I would try telling people about growing up in an evangelical church but usually the things that make me laugh prove to be conversation stoppers for anyone who didnt experience it. All the alternative Halloween, Christmas, and Easter celebrations. Going to adult church to hear about how we will all fall into the sun, how we listened to 'bad" music backwards - or going to Sunday school and watching movies about what happens to you when you dont take the mark of the beast. Has anyone else seen these films?? You know - kids in potato sacks lined up next to a bus next to a guillotine? Anyone?